Try

If you are anything less than conforming, you don’t belong here. 

who do you love? 

what do you love? 

Everyone goes through some kind of struggle. 

My next life I only want to love one person. 

If that person doesn’t love me, it doesn’t matter, I won’t bother. 

not ignored her
don't yell at her
don't waste the presence of her who loves you

someone told me 
Jika suatu hari kamu ingin mengakhiri ini semua,
renungkanlah..
ada kelelahan yang tak dapat kita sembunyikan dalam menjalaninya, tapi akan ada penyesalan yang terukir pasti dan juga tenaga yang terkuras habis apabila suatu saat nanti kita memutuskan berjalan sendiri.

How often we chase the wrong things in life, the things that once felt right. As you know, but as time goes by, you began to wonder if it really was meant for you, if it was really just a dream you're living in.

Being away from someone for helped me find the answers.  

What I want. 

What I need. 

Who I have to pour my heart to. 

"then, should we look another when someone who makes me happy obviously  stands in front of my eyes?" -Siska's Bf told us

That is how long my heart has belonged to yours. 

In those days I have grown to love you with a love I never knew possible. 

 I love just how his eyes light up when he told me about what he likes and maybe that's what caught my heart for the first time.

Do you remember the way we fall in love?

There can be no love without coincidence. 

how do people actually learn anything being protected this way? 

Life's always give and take, sometimes it takes many times to understood. 

Apologize, hate, forgetting, moving on,falling in love again, drifting apart and falling all over again. God created human with feelings. and... that's love.

Indeed your presence comforts me, but you never know....

Ibu

Bu... maafin adek ya... Maaf kalau biaya kuliah banyak merepotkan. Maaf juga adek tidak bisa menjadi dokter seperti apa yang bapak dan ibuk inginkan. Doakan Nova sukses bu, rejeki dan petunjuk di tangan Alloh. Nova berusaha, dan akan terus berusaha. Bu, 20 tahun, Nova belum bisa kasih apa-apa buat ibuk. cerita atau mimpi yang Nova ukir tiba-tiba berubah alur semenjak 9 bulan yang lalu.
Bu... adek bukannya cengeng, tapi terkadang ini berat sekali.
Bu... terima kasih... untuk kesabaran dan jerih payahmu. Nova sayang ibuk....

KKN

The End of September

Thanks Allah for unfailing love. Goodness gracious I'm so blessed.

Thanks Daddy, to give me the meaning of life.

Thanks Mom, to give me strength to face this beautiful world.

Things have leveled out in last grade. It's still hard, but we're getting there. Family, friends, him, they are on my side and it's cute to see them stick up for me.

  It's been quite the learning process for us all.

 "When change is constant and there isn't much good consistency in life, it's important to see the happiness in things." Ashley said. 

I took a day trip to Klaten over dry season because I wanna see my daddy's grave. 

I miss him a lot. Been a long time, I though.

January, february, march, april, may, june, july, august, and september.

All the seating inside is the grave and tombstone just like we had in our story.

Aku rindu... Bapak....