don't you remember?

Well, it certainly two things we’re all familiar with. We must have been through either one, or if you’re lucky enough to experience both, then I guess you must be remarkably trusted by the Man From Above that you are capable to handle them.

Menjelang detik pergantian tahun. Tahun dengan penuh kesabaran dan emosi. Tau alasan kenapa saya menjadi lebih menekan? Because that March. You know what I mean.  Nevertheless, 2011 has its good side. Reaching my 20. Met my family. Back to Papua, my hometown, absolutely with him. August 15th, don't you remember? :) That's my sweet escape ever! and that's comforting, knowing well that we live in a world where we're judged based on what we don't have. Guess! 

In good terms, sure, people change, but love remains the same. Kalo kata kak Dhea "Mungkin mencintai itu seperti tanah, yang tabah menerima setiap langkah yang berpijak Mungkin mencintai itu seperti hujan, yang bersedia memberikan kehidupan   Mungkin ia adalah tentang belajar mengalah, tanpa lalu lupa dan kehilangan diri sendiri." dan juga "aku ingin menikahi seorang laki-laki beserta pemikirannya, yang mengerti tentang cita-cita dan mimpi-mimpiku. mimpi-mimpi, yang aku sendiri tidak yakin dapat mewujudkannya…"

Love is patient, love is kind. Sometimes love means slowly losing your mind. Hate can turn to love, but love... It is so powerful that it can't be converted to hate. Because love will always, and I mean always find a way.

Di tahun yang baru nanti, happy 2 years 6 months hey.. :)

Selamat Hari Ibu (Happy Mother's Day)

It's December and I know what you're thinking. We're heading towards the end of the year already and yet, it almost feels like there's not much that you did this year or things that you wish you could have done better, or there are a lot more things that you haven't done at least.

Today, with a bunch of love,  December 22th, I'm gonna say Selamat Hari Ibu buat kedua ibuku tersayang.. Bunda Sri dan Bunda Khadijah.. :) Hari ini aku terbangun dengan senyum. Tuhan, terima kasih. Untuk segala rasa yang diberi untuk karyaMu yang satu ini. Punya dua ibu adalah kebanggaan. Jangan tanya kenapa, intinya saya sangat bahagia. ^^d..You might ask what happen? What's the point? The unexpected surprises came in the end of this year. 

It's common to become strangers again when your relationship with someone ended in great tragedy. So they say that lovers that end cannot remain friends. Is that true? 

But hey, I love his mom like I love my mom. I will always love her forever, I will call her 'ibu'. It's December already! I can't hide this excitement I have for this new life. 

Ini Bunda Sri dan keluarga

Ini adalah Bunda Khadijah

How i miss you both..

It is simple actually. If it starts with love, end it with love. I don't see why you can't remain friends or build a good friendship. Truth is, if you really love something, the love never wears away. Things don't always work out the way you want it to, but I don't see the reason why you should become enemies. That should be quite easy. 

Days seemed getting better. I feel much better. And I knew already what to do. It's been quite a restless months I had... I hope yours are way better. Be water, friend :)

Happy 2 years 5 months

Been a long time, I didn't see your face, hug by you. I forgot the way to say morning to the person I loved. I forgot where did I put it. 2 months, while the rest haven't. Nevertheless, writing would be the best medium for me to express how I feel, what I would like to say, and the things I’d like to convey. I wanted to sing for you but I know nothing about intonations, let alone tunes, and I am going to ruin any song that I try to sing. I don’t draw, I don’t sew, I don’t make crafts… Therefore, I hope you’re okay with this.

Happy 2 years 5 months, you..  I’ve got no problem if I’ll have to write a piece like this every year.

If I could flashback, you just got back from Jakarta, and I don't even know what was happened, I said I miss you, then you said jenuh. Its just like a tons of rocks pinched me on my face. It hurts. Without hesitation, I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through lost forever… if I never knew you.


Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless – like water. Now you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup, you put water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle, you put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend.