Tuesday 12 April 2011

The last one







The last one....

I could not write any words again
If we have an expectation that is too high 
Sometimes it can be very painful if it does not happen even not as expected
I only can represent the feeling as a different feeling that beings in general

 This is life
Life without the strategy was flat
But living with the strategy is stiff

 Find your love... 
Wherever he/she is
Keep your love
Just like the air that you breathe daily. 

Love is simple
 Without any caste 
Sometimes humans was too stiff and selfish in choosing their love 
Could you see those Dan-board-dolls?
Think of it :)

Friday 8 April 2011

A Process


 A process....
Then, this is my process. yah, a process. I call it as a process. Process to become a simple-mind. I started to walk, to forget. Towards an adulthood. Though I do not call myself as a wise woman or even an adult. Sometimes when you're not being you, you want to ask, does the world still know you? I'm in the process of forgetting. The word "too" it could make things become messy. When I start to walking later, I call it as forgotten. Your smile determines how you see and think about the world around you. It's good to have a beautiful mind but an even Greater gift is to discover a beautiful heart. You know why it's hard to be happy? It's Because We refuse to let go of the Things That make us sad. Sometimes you forget, how to make yourself happy? While you've been trying to give attention, but only feel one-sided opened. I'm in the process of being simple. Simple as possible. I will try. 

I cannot describe how much I miss you. For two years ago.. You saw my heart, and you helped me see it, too.  Thank you for the prayers.  Thank you for your patience when I was stubborn and hardheaded.  Thank you for encouraging me to be a better woman.  I'm not sure you realize the impact you've had on my life, but I just want to say thank you.  God knew I needed you.  I hope I can be the kind of friend, a love or a work-partner that you are to me. Thank you...

Saturday 2 April 2011

E.T


They say be afraid
you're not like the others, futuristic lovers
different DNA, they dont understand u

You're from a whole other/another world

a different dimention
you open my eyes
and im ready to go, lead me into the light
 
Hi! Hello April! Take a long time to wait for your arrival huh? I found an incredible work of God, yaah .. again. His name is Tyler Ward. Maybe I'm late in posting or to find out his work , but remember, I just really find it. Enjoy his voice on the covered of some song.