Happy 2 years 5 months

Been a long time, I didn't see your face, hug by you. I forgot the way to say morning to the person I loved. I forgot where did I put it. 2 months, while the rest haven't. Nevertheless, writing would be the best medium for me to express how I feel, what I would like to say, and the things I’d like to convey. I wanted to sing for you but I know nothing about intonations, let alone tunes, and I am going to ruin any song that I try to sing. I don’t draw, I don’t sew, I don’t make crafts… Therefore, I hope you’re okay with this.

Happy 2 years 5 months, you..  I’ve got no problem if I’ll have to write a piece like this every year.

If I could flashback, you just got back from Jakarta, and I don't even know what was happened, I said I miss you, then you said jenuh. Its just like a tons of rocks pinched me on my face. It hurts. Without hesitation, I’m so grateful to you, I’d have lived my whole life through lost forever… if I never knew you.


Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless – like water. Now you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup, you put water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle, you put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now water can flow or it can crash. Be water, my friend.