Hi! Hello :) , I'm  in an attempt to add a bit of organization to my insanity. 

In December everything changed, things became clearer, and I went with it. I felt more than I had in months. I saw Christmas. 
In January i took a trip to Bandung-Bogor (for the first time) just because. I finished my last semester of classes, went home, play hide and seek with my cats. did fun Holiday things with my friends, and had a wonderful day with my new bike. :)


It’s been a strange week for me.  I’ve really fought hard, wrestling with the verses we’ll be covering this Monday.  I find it so important not to take the easy route of pointing fingers everywhere else when dealing with the subject of empty religion or legalism or everything that straight on your pointless. Achievement, I failed to finished my dreams.

It’s like a heartbeat in a vast, desolate, lifeless world. There I stood, looking out at expectant, dirty faces; at human beings dressed in rags and missing digits and dignity.  What could I say to them? I took a deep breath and  asked God to fill my words.

Perfection belongs only to God, the Lord and the Creator. We as humans only can designing and trying, God is allowed. Although sometimes what is in the face do not match with what we want, remain convinced that God is with us. There is no late to try and keep trying.